After High School .. what's next for me?

It's funny that I didn't notice that I'm older now, and I know I shouldn't be thinking of what am I gonna do in this summer, how will I enjoy this free time. Yeah it's summer, but there's more for me to just hang around and be like EAT,SLEEP,EAT,SLEEP and go to resorts and have fun with my friends. I don't have that kind of life that I could just relax because it's summer. I admit it, we're suffering from poverty and I must do something and not just to have some fun this summer. I'm older now, right? I have to find ways for us to have extra Income!

I have to find jobs and see? I even try to make money by blogging? but I also enjoy sharing my thoughts and thing in my daily life.

My friends and I have the same priorities this summer. TO HAVE A SUMMER JOB! we haven't tried to apply yet but, we're planning. Last week, my friends went here and told that there's a job hiring and they are accepting applicants for call center agent. Well, that's a good news!? because I really want to be a call center agent! So, I told him that I'm interested and he'll go to the place and ask what time can we go there and apply and also, the requirements that we will be giving them.

after that, we just talk and talk about our plans this summer. When we're about to go home, we saw a starbucks cafe. Then my friend told me, "they are accepting applicants" and then I saw another opportunity to have a job! so, we ask if there were still application forms. Luckily they still have.

When I was looking at the application form. I saw this SSS#. , T.I.N # and then I felt down cause I know it will take sometime to have this no. !! also, I have to get my medical examination because Starbucks cafe will be needing that. Oh men! well, that's a problem.

For now, I'm still waiting for my friend to call me to know if the call center company is still accepting clients! and I pray for that!

This is life after high school, I will start building my future and try to see where is the right path!

What I'm thinking now..

Now, I can't think of a reason why I was able to say "I will be stuck in here for four years!". Yes, maybe I said that before cause I don't really had an idea of what High School can bring to my life, to our lives! I think high school is a very important part of one's life. It made some changes and even improve me. But what I really misses about high school, is what it is made of. It full of challenges, full adventure, learning. And of course, full of happiness!

There is also things that I've learned not only in the lessons the teachers teaches and not only on in the things that is written in the books. But lessons of life while I was traveling this journey of my life. If I remember it so well, one of our teachers ask us ...

"hey, guys ... I got a question for you. What do you think is the greatest gift that you can give to a person?"

*I was thinking hard that time ... then,

"It's not money or either cars. No, not love ... you know what? its TIME "

* then I think ... yeah right! I was amaze when our teacher said that. Because she's right

"you can give love to other people. You can give love to your parents, to your friends and to all other people... but guys ... you can never give your time to all of them"

*I stop for a moment a think. These guys around me? they giving their time for us to have fun, they give their time to hang around. They had already given the greatest gift of all, THEIR TIME.

after the class, we cleaned up our messy room, turned off the lights and started walking home. While walking, there's so many thoughts that comes to my mind. And when I already got home, I ate my dinner, brushed my teeth and went to bed. I can't sleep that time. I was thinking of what are teacher said about Time. I think on other reasons why it was the greatest gift of all. And I felt like I want to cry. Cause I know this time will come, the time for us to go our separate ways and start building and preparing our futures. I found my self wishing "If I could just turn back the time" I'll go back on the moments we've shared and feel the happiness again. But it's just too impossible and I just have to admit ... "A second lost, is a second lost forever" that's how important TIME is.

What I was thinking before..

At first, I think High school is just another problem for me, A big big problem. I just can't imagine the things that I will be doing for 4 years in high school. I can still remember my self saying "I'm stuck in here for four years!".

When I was still a freshmen. Everything for me was new. New faces, new surroundings and new atmosphere. It took just a little time for me to adjust because I can hang around with other people easily! I made new friends. But I was still a good boy that time, you know? quiet and obedient student! but, as time goes by. I feel comfortable with everything around me and showed my sense of humor to everyone around me. That time, when I had my friends. I told my self, " hey, I think high school is somehow .. cool?!"